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| Guess where i'm writing from? Nope, not the land of smiles (aka thailand--tourist thing)..but Singapore!! Yes my college life is on the verge of beginning. i've been here two weeks--and one more left till classes start. I got here the 20th july--got busy immediately with bank accounts, medicals, shopping. Then matriculation on the 28--what a nightmare. Totally all over the place, but i met lots of people. The 29, moved into the hostel, and mom and dad left~shed a tear or two. But that was expected... Im in a double room, still waiting for my roomate...but im pleased with what i have...except my wardrobe is miniscule!!!!!! sigh** And my table constantly gets untidy...but ill work on that. Been around a lot! met lots of people! and im pretty much happy here. Have to go book shopping next week. My classes: management communications, Introductary statistics, intro to economics, Business government and society, and Financial Accountance. Im dreading Acct and Mgmt Comm. well, thats a randome update. I'll get back when something else changes drastically or if i am as bored as i am now. | | |
| Im just taking time to write something here. I noticed that my friends are still faithful to xanga. haha, i felt guilty. cause, a long time ago, i promised my self i'd take some time and fill out an entry. just talk about general day to day stuff. The biggest thing happening is my last semester. and im real psyched to get out of school. Truly, i've grown out of the whole get up in the morning, put on a uniform, get in the van, get to school, boring classes, get in the van, come back home, do hw, and get up the next day...who says uni's gonna be any different ya? but its waay better than school right now. lets see, things to sorta look forward to <theres gotta be something> carnival this weekend, play in a couple weeks, spring break, senior trip, graduation. thats it....alot, still...but thats it. no fun classes. people who ...well people. imma miss my friends when i leave, but ...really need to leave. okay, done complaining. it sounds like a whole lot in my mind. but whatever you know? haha, something funny...there's always something i rather not say on here. so whats to look forward tmrw? college prep? no! psychology? no! society/chapel? no! chemistry? no! lunch? only if they make those noodles again..doubt it so no! math? only if i can skip and go help with the maze..otherwise no! afterschool? only if smth interesting happens with that person but usually no! bus ride home? hardly something i could look forward too, but prbbly better than anything else. aah, life is definitely more exciting than this. i know. just need to finish the last 93 days of senior year. THEN i can worry about where im gonna end up. hopefully SMU...farther away from Bang Na, better...~~~ : ) anyways, a week at a time, yes? aja aja fighting!! | | |
| So i got inspired. yes i know its pathetic, i dont write on here until i see someone else's blog. sorry. im just the kinda person who needs inspiration. sometimes. so whats new you ask? the biggest news of all!!!! i got an ipod =) and im definitely going to sinagpore. i was going to the beach but then its cancelled. cuz its all rainy and honestly no one is in the mood. so no beach and ocean for me until maybe if i go to sentosa island while in singapore. Ooh! i completely love this font. im listening to all my songs. right now, a hymn. cuz i dunno...i like singing along with it. im supposed to go tmrw to meet up with old friends but im busy and i know if i make a scene ill upset everyone. Im also kinda nervous because im getting my AP score soon and i know i did really bad. it doesnt really affect me cuz i chose not to send the score to anyone yet. oh well. i tried checking online but i dont know how to access it. Im kinda bored now. i want school to start actually, cuz i cant wait to get over it. already i have a packed end of the year: SAT 1, 2 (3 subjects), Exams (3 of them are over ap subjects). and then its new year. hey! ill be 17. i wonder if next year is gonna bring anything new? i hope not cuz i cant really afford to be distracted. but a lot of me wants something to happen. (i almost used the slang 'smth' but im trying to lay off slang just for the heck of it...well just because i have nothing else to lay off of) what the heck am i talking about?? im supposed to go for a walk right now...but oh, im so lazy. i did 20 rounds of jogging continuously (not that fast tho!) two days ago. maybe i lost that motivation today. i dont know, i got to get ready in a little bit cause im probably going to be forced to go. and i think its stopped raining so no excuse either. gosh, why couldn't it start raining a couple hours later so then it'd still be raining until its too late to go down. all i want to do is stay online and wait and wait and wait. and wait some more and then go to my room all moody/hyper and read and listen to my music. dude, i have issues. haha. ooh look who's on yahoo today. hmm strange, doesnt use msn anymore. maybe to avoid me. good tho, so i dont have the temptation to say something. so i finally accepted my fate! complete freedom and then even more of it when i leave for college. now im not talking freedom of doing anything i want. its a different kind of freedom, the kind that most girls are scared to have...if you get my hint. if not, then forget it cuz im definitely not being direct. but anyways, back to me accepting my fate =) dont you ever wish you had a sneak preview of the future so that you could have a little hope...that its not all forsaken? well, there goes my call to come down for a walk. lets see if i can run today. i might not check back for a long long time. hehe, or i might...who knows? i doubt this helped me at all...haha just a moment to keep on blabbering on. imagine, though, if i said all this out loud? haha, poor people who's got to listen. oh did i mention...i watched the concert for Diana today. it was so nice, wish i was there...i need to go to a concert!! i have never before. tadaaa!! a secret about me. now im not giving any garuantee that you get one every time i write on here. tho..nah, my secrets are too secret. huh? never mind so yah, thats a bye from me cause i got to get some shorts that are safe enough for my new new new new new new new new new new new new new ipod =) ohh its hot...its 30 gb btw. okay then, ill leave with a few sexy (but emo) quotes [guess where its from...it might pop up on my msn name sometime] : When the sky is falling Don't look outside the windo Step back and hear I'm calling | | |
| Even though the name of this entry sounds very exciting, i say with a sigh of sadness. a month a go i was broken. i still am. im just sad because now i have nothing to do to keep my mind busy. and you know what an idle minds does? well, it remembers. On facebook..they have these fortune cookie things...and i decided im gonna have a fortune message for myself everyday. today's fortune cookie is: "Wishes are like snow in bangkok. If you sit around and wait, you're never gonna get it. But if you go to another country for a bit then maybe." basically, you have to work for something you really want. now that school's over. the whole juniors being united has turned to seniors. Though i can't really go to any of the parties...the beverages are slightly extreme. yes i know, im being boring. but im scared of the whole idea of going and feeling the indirect pressure. oh well, i guess thats one thing i can't do with me grade. you know whats worse than a heartbreak? two heartbreaks. im being a chicken by not going and finding out what all this is about. but then, im scared to lose the little peace i've manage to achieve. and the whole game in these past few weeks has turned extreme. and now there's no more school so no more games. what am i supposed to do? and pooja cant be here cuz of some immigration rule. so im basically alone...for the next two months. studying SAT and wishing for snow. thats the worst. everything else is great =) i watched shrek 3 yesterday..it was awesome!!! so funny....lol....and this weekend i might go see ocean's 13. one last thing to complain about...who the hell are his msn messages about!?!?! hahaha, yah...i wonder. cuz they're soooooo agonizingly cyrptive...though still clear. anywz, imma go down with my dad for a walk. listen to music...get outta the heat in the house and get some fresh air. i really wish i could know for sure that everything's gonna be okay. i need that power of concentration for the next year...im just soo scared to be a senior. the end of highschool is the end of so many things in my life that just get me through the day. the only reason i want summer to be over is so i can see bompy again. anyways, be strong. God loves us!!! ~abu~ | | |
| wow, its been forever since i've written here...so much happened = ) im back cuz im totally bored...and i need to finish my school work but i just cant...like in gujurati..maru mun nathi che..basically..like..dont feel like it. i have SAT this saturday..heck, scared. but not that much, if i gotta do it again, then i gotta do it again. then i have AP bio exam...and then...june exams...and then summmmmmmerrrrr!!!!! so happy about that. pooja's coming back the day after SAT. hehe, gonna make her tutor me. anywz, ill try getting back to work...wow, this really got me in the mood lol okay then, imma go... smth on mind: khushi said..i need to get out, and use my wings...like im stuck in this little room...not talking to ppl..i mean...it really got to me..u know? i mean, she's like...sorta right...i dunno..i have my share of flying...i dunno...bompy..haha~ my new past time ;) anywz, didnt i say that i'd say bye?...bye!! | | |
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